Slow Gardening

There’s an upside to the brutal winter we’re experiencing. With the snow sitting heavy and the winds blowing the temperatures even lower, I am compelled to be measured with my to-do activities. This forced restraint has given me the luxury of time. Time to reflect. Time to observe. Time to consciously plan. We have become so used to fast-forward living that even in gardening the demand for haste and instant gratification has pervaded. I have all too often caught myself rushing through chores, getting impatient and wanting things to happen quickly. This, despite my resolve to be more present, patient. Like a majority of us, I keep losing my way on the true path to mindfulness.

This winter has firmly sat me down, removed all opportunity to make haste and instead, suggested that I take the opportunity to examine not just my gardening life but life in general. And so I have complied. I’ve been giving much thought to what I value and how I want to move forward in alignment with those values. To that end, I know definitively that I want to be fully present to the many opportunities that come my way. They aren’t necessarily new ones; they exist already. But what is required is my full attention with whatever project/task I undertake. No multi-tasking, no short cuts. I want to savor the process. It really is about taking in the scenery while moving towards the destination.

I remember an expression I came across in a book on Buddhist philosophy. I wish I could remember the title. But the line that has stayed with me is – ‘wash the dishes to wash the dishes’. What that meant was to be completely engaged with whatever one was doing. In this case, to pay mind to the temperature of the water, the smell of the detergent, the soap suds, to consider the food held by the dishes, the pleasure of eating the food, drying the freshly cleaned plates and pans and putting them away till the next time. The essence was that being present reveals the abundance of simple gifts that we are blessed with all the time. It allows one to live in a state of gratitude.

And so it goes for my time in the garden. To pay mind to all the sights, smells, sounds and feels in the garden. Appreciate the birdsong – it is not simply background music. With time, distinguish the different voices in the chorus. Take in the macro as well as the micro beauty with complete focus. Identify all the aromas that saturate the air. Familiarize oneself with the textures and tastes. Earth provides us so much all day, every day. I want to be here for it all. I don’t want to be on auto-pilot as I plant, weed, prune, water and accomplish all the myriad gardening jobs.

Because, at the end of the day, I need to know that I participated as a member of the natural world. Not as an outsider.

Note: What’s keeping me in bliss indoors –